It's June 2016
It's June, Yeap It's June 2016
Finally, I'm writing again and seriously fuck I got alots of story, Everything changes, I'm growing up
I lost friend, I lost someone that mean alot to me before,
I lost me, I mean my fake self but I found new me,
I found a better life,
I learn how to more appreaciate people,
moments,
My bestfriend, My lover, My ex
My Family
Back to April 2015, last year. Where I dont believe in Faith, I lost hope on someone, Im starting to lost confident of myself, I hate to start over, I hate to meet new people, I hate all those stupid crap which part I should be a "Lovely" all is missing and Im being so depressed,
I knew this guy for almost 4 years, I love him and he loved me too but things became so fuckin complicated just bcus we lost spark in ourself.
But I dont mind, God's Willing. All is from HIM, all will back to HIM.
*Mind my laguage, Grammar whateva fucks it is, I learning and I dont expect someone came here to make a correction to my broken english, atleast Im trying than nothing" XD
I met someone 8 months ago, that time I was fragile, I was sick, depressed.
I hate myself, I hate how happy I am infront all of friend and sick when I was at home and crying all night. He's save me, I dont want much talk just I let u guys know that He saved me,
He make me feel alive after dying for almost 4th years.
He make me feel new fresh air,
He gave me alot of new perspective, alot of new experience to loving and to believe in myself that I am nice. and the most Important is I can be myself.
Thank you.
